sometimes i need some color to cheer me up

I'm just sitting in bed, looking at random things online, and listening to music.

It has been nice out, but not nice enough. and i read that we are supposed to have "snow flurries" next weekend. great. just what i need. :(

i'm happy its the end of the quarter. only about nine more weeks. we'll be graduated before we know it...even if it seems like a long ways away. it's not. i know i will be crying on the last day of school. there were so many memories at hhs. and though i'm staying in good old Fort Wayne, at least for this year, i'm still gonna miss everyone. and again i'm not. so many immature underclassmen...wont miss them!

i just wish it were May and June.

so i could wear swimsuits and lounge by a pool.

so i could take walks outside barefoot, feeling the soft grass on my toes.

so i could drive around town with all my windows down, music blaring, and shades on.

so i could wear sundresses and sun hats.

so i could sit outside and eat ice cream before it melts.

so i could feel relaxed and calm.

summer will always equal happiness, and that is true i believe for most of the society. I read an article once that said it was proven people get depressed, or if they already were-more, during the winter than any other season because the sun and just seeing sunlight gives you endorphins that make you happy.

pray it gets warm soon!

Mid Term

I'm a bit upset about my grades right now. I have fewer than seven classes...

i have a few b's one a and one c+ and my gpa is a 7....something! That just sounds completely awful to me. i think thats the lowest ive ever seen it. I took my math quarterly today...i hope that brings it up. and when mr hill puts in extra credit hopefully that helps too...

tuesday

Today started out pretty crappy; i woke up late, making me late to first period. I have a math quarterly im not too pleased about. Its cold and rainy-there was ice on my car this morning. I also thought i was gonna not have my car for good because its not mine, but i found out i think ill get to keep it anyway. Thats good. I really did not want to spend my summer money on a new car; that would have sucked...better not push my luck though...

i gave a facial to an elder woman today. it was so much fun! i love old ladies-theyre so cute.

so better day. now im gonna go work out!

okay yes i did right almost that exact thing! haha. i need to find new subjects...

good morning!

I am awake, as usual, earlier than desired. I'm just sitting in bed eating waffles, listening to music, and look at photography. I would post my favorites I've come across but it seems blogger is not very compatible with pictures...or at least it doesn't want me to; I don't know! Actually, I'm still hungry. I think I'm gonna go find some more random food. And good thing-I can eat meat today! I could never be a vegetarian; I don't feel full or like my meal is complete if it doesn't include meat. It's supposed to start getting in the mid 50's to 60's mid next week though! That will make me very happy. with rain. that is good because it will wash all the dirtiness away and the rest of the snow; however it is sad for those who live by rivers. I'm feeling a deja vu...like i might have already written this. Well i do check the weather every day....

any way...

have a good day!

Saturday Morning

...rain is falling. :)

I am happy it is raining. I wish it were a bit warmer, i would even deal with the humidity, but it's cold! All this rain is good because it is washing the old, dirty snow away that i am very sick of looking at; however its bad for people who live by rivers...that are msot likely over flooded by now so that stinks. But i feel relaxed on days like these. Then i think about how i heard it was supposed to snow starting tonight and that makes me sad. but i just checked the weather!

http://www.weather.com/weather/tenday/USIN0211

it seems mostly good....hmm. we'll see. im just sitting here bored at nine in the morning eat oreos and milk. have a good day everyone! :)

Thursday=rolls

I don't know if i want to go to Morp this year. I have gone every other year and im not sure im feeling it this year--im too hyped up for Prom! that is something i most certainly cannot wait for. I am also very very upset about the end of our senior year. Graduation is still June 8th. Seniors will be excused from classes. Finals will be Monday June 6th, Tuesday June 7th, and finally Thursday June 9th. so unfortunately for all of you who thought you were gonna skip the day after graduation, good luck getting your actual diploma. This information is 85% legit. Just letting you know how messed up everything is. Going to Flattop :)