sometimes i need some color to cheer me up

I'm just sitting in bed, looking at random things online, and listening to music.

It has been nice out, but not nice enough. and i read that we are supposed to have "snow flurries" next weekend. great. just what i need. :(

i'm happy its the end of the quarter. only about nine more weeks. we'll be graduated before we know it...even if it seems like a long ways away. it's not. i know i will be crying on the last day of school. there were so many memories at hhs. and though i'm staying in good old Fort Wayne, at least for this year, i'm still gonna miss everyone. and again i'm not. so many immature underclassmen...wont miss them!

i just wish it were May and June.

so i could wear swimsuits and lounge by a pool.

so i could take walks outside barefoot, feeling the soft grass on my toes.

so i could drive around town with all my windows down, music blaring, and shades on.

so i could wear sundresses and sun hats.

so i could sit outside and eat ice cream before it melts.

so i could feel relaxed and calm.

summer will always equal happiness, and that is true i believe for most of the society. I read an article once that said it was proven people get depressed, or if they already were-more, during the winter than any other season because the sun and just seeing sunlight gives you endorphins that make you happy.

pray it gets warm soon!

Mid Term

I'm a bit upset about my grades right now. I have fewer than seven classes...

i have a few b's one a and one c+ and my gpa is a 7....something! That just sounds completely awful to me. i think thats the lowest ive ever seen it. I took my math quarterly today...i hope that brings it up. and when mr hill puts in extra credit hopefully that helps too...

tuesday

Today started out pretty crappy; i woke up late, making me late to first period. I have a math quarterly im not too pleased about. Its cold and rainy-there was ice on my car this morning. I also thought i was gonna not have my car for good because its not mine, but i found out i think ill get to keep it anyway. Thats good. I really did not want to spend my summer money on a new car; that would have sucked...better not push my luck though...

i gave a facial to an elder woman today. it was so much fun! i love old ladies-theyre so cute.

so better day. now im gonna go work out!